I don't know if it's just me.. or what....
but today... i just want to go into a small closet and scream "MARANATHA" repeatedly until it finally happens. I'm reminded of a post by a dude i know from another board who was tempted in his flesh and suffered some things and it grieved him to the point of desperation for seeking God.
Mine is more outward... it's more of a revealing kind. I want to go because i'm tired of the murkiness... i'm tired of questionable theology, i'm tired of feeling like i may have half of a truth about God, i'm reading.. i'm praying, i'm studying.. but it's like i can't do it fast enough!!!!
You know how you can READ about somebody... and not really know 'em until you MEET 'em? It's sorta like that.. but not in the sense that i'm reading about God and not knowing him... but i'm reading about the THINGS of God and not fully understanding them..
GOD REMOVE THE SCALES!!!! SHOW ME! GROW ME!!! FATHER PLEASE!!!!!!! MARANATHA.. WHEN I SEE YOU ALL THINGS WILL BE CLEAR AND I DON'T HAVE TO GUESS IF IT'S OK FOR ME TO BUY A CANTON JONES CD!!!!
i just gotta be REAL man... i feel a little better.. but on the real... i can't WAIT for the murk to disappear and i can just worship God... whether the tongue be in existence.. shouting, being slain in the spirit or prophesying.. anything questionable that we choose to devide over here on earth... all that will be clear.. and gone.. and i can just say...
halleluijah!
as the dear panteth for the water... so my soul longeth after theee... you oh lord are my hearts desire and i LONG to worship thee!!!
i need some worship.. anybody else just tired?
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